Not my Day!!!
(Monday, October 8,2007)
Today is not my day. Everything didn't go well.
Yesterday night i have a feeling that i'm going to sick so i went to bed early. (is 11.30 pm count as early?) I really didn't sleep well yesterday coz for myself i really dunno whether i'm awake or sleeping. if i'm sleeping i have some dream and what i dream is same like real world. How to say that, erm... what i dream is i have sore throat at that time and i dunno why i go to eat carrot at that time. when i woke up around 2 midnight, i really went to kitchen and get a whole fresh carrot without cut it and eat it. Just like how bugs bunny eat its carrot. I drink lots of water end up keep going toilet. Try to sleep but cannot sleep. So i end up do my laundry, scan my computer, read friend's blog, write something, read again the sermon notes and etc. I can't believe that i do so much thing in this short period. End up i force myself to sleep at 5 am but still couldn't sleep. Every single air liur that i swallow will make me feel pain. So end up i keep wake up when i sleep. When the time reach 6.45, i super awake although i not enough sleep so i decide to have a shower and my breakfast.
When on the way to school library, guess what!!! is raining!!! haih.... I dunno whehter i want to walk there or not coz at that time i'm carrying a laptop and a bag. a bit heavy. I end up decide to go coz for i need to do research for my assignment. so i walk under the rain. When i reach library is around 8.05 but library still haven open yet and library suppose to open at 8. So i find a place to sit. Library end up open at 8.25.
When the time reach 9.45, i went to class but guess what!!! Today i don't have lab. (not only me but whole class students go. wakaka...) I cannot go home at that time coz i got meeting at 11. At the moment i wanna left computer lab, i got a phone call from my group member, he tell me that he couldn't come coz got something to do with his church things. My mouth is saying, is ok, never mind but in my heart i'm thinking "what!!! last time when i say i busy with my dance practice and end up didn't finish my part on time and he get angry and he ask me to manage my time properly but what he do now?!?! he not even manage his time. I a bit angry at that time. (i didn't mean that do church things is not good but at least finish his part for assignment right). After for a while, i get a msg from another group member and she say that her stomach not feeling well. wa.... super coincident ya. when got meeting time then you say you not feeling well. what the nonsence is that. then next time i say i sick till cannot wake up lor... chicken!!! so many excuses!!! sangat geram lor.... this is the 2nd time that i bring my laptop but end up didn't use it. what to do. haih.... hopefully next time won't same assignment group with them anymore.
Dear father Lord, I pray that you help me through my group assignment. It cost 35%. If i fail this assignment means that i fail this unit so i pray that Lord you guide my group members who always give excuse so they will finish their part before due date and give them more strength to finish whatever they need to finish and concentrate on this assignment. In Jesus name i pray, Amen.